PASS or FAIL ?

finally my nervousness comes to an end, today marks the end of 1 phase of my life & the beginning of a tougher road ahead... 21st january 2010, the release date of CIMA managerial results, the BIG day of my study life... couldn't sleep for few days, been bz counting down till this day, the level of confidence since Nov 2009 exam has dropped from time to time, staring on my laptop screen, looking at my inbox, checking for my results mail from CIMA, been sitting here from 12am till now... finally, at 3:43am, there's a new mail, i opened in with my palms sweating, been brainwashing myself of positive thinking, exam is just a mind game, whether u pass or fail depends on your thinking, if you think you'll pass, you'll pass... the moment i read through the email for my results, it's like the end of the world, my heart excelerates every seconds, & the word PASS is such a huge relief, the word that calms me down after the terrible 4 hours of waiting for the result.... finally i could go to bed with a big smile, finally i could tell to my parents that it's a good choice for not working & concentrating on my studies, finally i could convince myself that choosing CIMA over ACCA is the right path for me, finally i could really start preparing for the following 3 much tougher papers ahead, finally i passed my P5.... I'm SO SO SO SO HAPPIE HAPPIE with it! well, to be honest, i barely made it, i passed the paper by luck i would say, i was so confident that i could score over 80 marks after the exam, been over confident in myself & underestimating CIMA professional papers, well, it's my very first time taking the CIMA paper after my degree, so it's merely luck that i managed to pass the paper by just a couple of marks, thanks for the luck, thanks god... will definitely try much much harder in future, thanks....